What’s Next God?

So….it’s been awhile since my last blog. Actually it’s been almost 3 months.

A lot has transpired since my last post. There’s been spiritual Hi’s and Low’s as in most people’s lives but upon reflection I believe this phrase of “Hi’s and Low’s” to be quite the cop-out.

In reality, I think that phrase best translates this way…

The Hi’s = “Things are going my way and I’m happy”

The Low’s = “Life Sucks, and I’m angry”

The reality is, it has absolutely nothing to do with my spiritual health, but rather my spiritual health suffers when life gets hard and things don’t go “my way”. Why? Because I get lazy, tired, closed off, ticked off and somewhere in the back of my twisted little mind I can justify being discontented and even angry at God for my situations.

I’m working on modifying my “reactions” to life AND taking God at his Word.

I keep asking the question “What’s next God?”…but then I refuse to listen when He answers.

-c